March 31

"One of the subtlest burdens God ever puts on us as saints is this burden of discernment concerning other souls. He reveals things so that we may take the burden of these souls before Him..."- Oswald Chambers

I feel very hurt by someone. At one point, we were friends.

Even though i don't want to think about this person, they pop into my mind a lot. Instead of thinking bad thoughts or even ignoring their existence, i should be praying for them in specific ways.

Sometimes i do.

But i also think about all the reasons they were wrong. I want to prove my intense hurt is justified.

I want reconciliation. But sometimes this cannot be. I am praying for all the things that need to happen in both of us so true healing can occur.